Today is not really a good day for me.
I am really disappointed with myself and with my capabilities. I feel useless in this company, like I am not good enough to contribute to the company.
I met boss just now in the afternoon, and he told me some carelessness that stupid me made. Hai... The designing company who did our copyrighting made so many typo mistakes. I only managed to spot a few, then end up missed out a letter 'i' that should be 'l'.
(I should have printed out the pdf and mark like a teacher instead of checking through the computer screen.)
Of course my boss is a gentleman, he didnt scream or shout at me. He just simply.. told me....
But....
.... I felt damn lousy at that point in time. Stupid me....
I wish I could produce more results and contribute more to the company. I want to add my value to this company that I am really fond of. If not really don't deserve to get paid and breathe in the air here.
Anyway, I am whinning lah.... just let me whin or I will have internal bleeding... Okay! That's all folks! Still feeling down, but will get better de...
(hopefully)