Had been crying for the past 2 days.... even out of nothing, tears started rolling down my face.. on and off....
Last night couldnt sleep.... turning here and there on my bed at 1am plus.... Hearing my baby talking to his friends at night shift on the phone.... finally managed to sleep for a while... however my brain was stilll working non-stop... running at 160Km/Hr.... woke up in the middle caused by my brother playing the guitar....closed my eyes thinking of ham ham.... thinking how Thiny is feeling without Fatty.... till 6.15am, time for work.
Somehow, baby and I both felt that Thiny knows about Fatty... He has been acting really weird.... I felt really disappointed and angry with myself for not being there for Fatty when he screamed for help 2 afternoons ago.
Feeling really sad... should have been there for him, and perhaps he could have lived....
Planning on buying another ham ham of the same breed to accompany Thiny... Building a bigger empire for him.... I will care for him more.... pay more attention to him now...
Really regreted.... Fatty i am sorry....
Thursday, January 8, 2009
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