It comes to a point in time when you suddenly realize that your dreams may not come true..... ....... at all....
"Is it still possible...?"
Perhaps re-thinking it, is the best answer.... ....
Last night, I had been thinking.... am I moving too fast...., thinking about marriage too soon?
I love my dear.... and my dear loves me..... that is 100% confirmed.... No doubt about that.....
I want to (deeply hoping to) start a new chapter in my life with my baby... But reality had to slap me in the face.... (i wish it didnt woke me up) .... .... .... We both have so many unsettled things in our lives... that totally blocked out the light at the end of the tunnel.... Too many.... money.... debts.... loan.... studies.... new job.... car..... family? It is never ending to all that....
When we talked about it last night... I realized that perhaps we are both not prepared to let go...and move on to a new life..... Maybe I am wrong.... maybe it is true? I am not sure at all.... just feeling lost now.... disappointed.... greatly..... unable to think better... just give me a while to settle myself.....
Friday, June 12, 2009
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2 comments:
dun b dumb... thinkin abt marriage is common lar... jz tat nt the right time nw...
dun think tat ther is no light at the end of the tunnel...
walk hand in hand with LJY to search for the light... smtimes itz better to explore the future hand in hand...
if things are hard for u n LJY... think abt me n bb tan... will b even harder for us lor... imagine our age difference... n i have even a longer wait den u...
so cheer up oki... =)
heee... thanks for the encouragement.... :)
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