Friday, July 3, 2009

Dumb dumb michelle

Last night was a teary night....

Baby LJY and I are missing each other so much until funny things begin to happen.... I reached home... and began to start a conflict with baby out of nothing.... It all start with me telling him that I want to hang up.... then kept saying bye bye.... then while i was talking to my brother.... suddenly baby said 'bye' and hung up on me....

I was dumbfounded....

"Stupid me has cross baby's limit le...." I was thinking to myself as I went to the toliet and bathe.... warm tears just flowed with the running water..... thats how it all began....

I waited... and waited... 5mins seems like 5 hours....... then 30mins later baby called me.....

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I didnt pick up.... he still kept calling....
At that point in time, i was thinking about the meeting on MSN, and the hung up call...... it overwhelmed me so much till i didnt feel like talking at all.....

But the phone kept ringing...... The moment i picked up, my baby told me that he bought dinner for me cause I didnt eat the whole day except the 8.30am breakfast I had before work.

He arrived.... i didnt open the door..... He placed dinner outside my door and left for work.....

But...

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It's all a freakin' misunderstanding!!

The true fact is my baby didnt hung up on me.... his phone batt actually dropped out when he was bathing.... and I bet he didnt know that I was damn impacted by his hung up that I thought was intentional....


OMG!!!

And to think about it, he was probably giving me a surprise and rushing to buy dinner for me, and hence explains the 30mins for not calling me back!!


omg.... stupid me....


And he must be thinking that I hate him so much until I didnt open the door for him.... actually was because I didnt want to see him for 5 mins and miss him even more when he has to rush to work.... hai.... (that nasty feeling of leaving him by force.... like no choice you know....)

Anways... we have talked about it and explained everything out this morning... i am feeling so much better and relieve!! heee!! Stupid me..... heeeeEE!! Next time must listen to him and throw away all my stupid thoughts first before assuming.... haha!! Learnt my lesson le... (another senerio whereby my baby touched me so much.... By the way... i have to tell you what my sweet sweet laogong bought for me..... one packet of rice and my favourite home-made Ice Lemon Tea... omg!! I was really very very very super DUPER TOUCHED!!!!!!!!!!!)


I love you baby!!

4 comments:

Hoegarden said...

yah... agree...

you are dumb~~~ jie jie lin advice is ... dun emo so much lar~~~

why u worried he will run away... dumb one leh u...

Michellemanic said...

Ya lo...I am dumb...

Hoegarden said...

n den hor...

definitely u shut him out will upset him one leh... wat if he gt distract n gt hurt during work leh... so cannot cannot...

mz haf faith in this r/s u noe... throw away all ur insecure-ness...

i understand tat gals wan a r/s tat secure them tat make them feel safe and sound... bt b4 reachin tat stage, there are different hurdles tat we nd to jump over... esp gals' emo-ness...

said easier den done... cos i oso lyk to flare up for nth... bt remember tat prolong emo-ness will hurt r/s oki...

me waitin for u n LJY to gif me more faith in my r/s wif bb tan... u better keep it up (YESSSSSSSSS i am STRESSSSSSSSSSing u... =P)

Michellemanic said...

waw... feel stressed man!!! hahaha.... okokies.... i will de... haiz.... just trying my best lo.... LJY damn sui.... got a gf like me.... and on the other hand... I am damn freaking lucky to have a bf like him lo!!

omg.....