Chinese New Year is coming!!

Honestly... I hate Chinese New Year....
except the Ang Paos....

.
.
.

Is a time where you tell your "long time never see" relatives whether you grew fatter or thinner...
Yes yes.... The ONE TIME event that marks the entire image of you that will last throughout the year.... Unless your diet plans succeeded? If not, sad sad case....

.
.
.

Anyways, that aside, the true reason why I don't like Chinese New Year... is because of many reasons.... one of it... was the memory of last year's event.... Really tragic.... Because of a simple "pre-made" assumption of respect, ended with a miscommunication that lasted for nearly 10 months in 2010....

Maybe a little orange is not that important, so we didnt thought... ... ... ... ...

.
.
.
.

I always don't feel that I belong to any true family... so sad.... I know there are others worst then me... I also know that every family has their own problem...but cant help to feel jealous of other people who has a family who actually loves them... When I say "Love" i really mean true LOVE despite whatever quarrels a family might have.... Every time see BB's family having fun steamboat and stuff... but he always never really invited me lor.... (like I am some extra) always inform me that he has steamboat on which day which day so he cant attend mine and thats it... not invited... sian!! Ya... maybe cause I maybe have my own dinner ba... Heartfelt comment....really dont wanna attend mine though... heee!

Anyways, I will stop the blubbering over spilled milk....

I will create my own new family with BB... and make sure that whatever shit things I experienced will NEVER happen to our kids or in our Lim house...! heeee!

Thats all!!


PS: My only wish for Chinese New Year this year....
PLEASE GIVE ME MORE $$$$ FOR ANG PAO!!
Thank you thank you thank you.....